I was going through my notes yesterday and came across these raw words of mine typed out a few weeks ago. Fun fact: When my mind gets loud + my heart heavy I write notes to God. No formalities. I just let the pen glide or the fingers type across the keyboard and lay it all bare. So here I am inviting you into my notes with the hope + expectation that you’re spurred on. I have this feeling you too want what I want, have been where I was and desire to be moving forward + closer to Jesus with every breath you take.
What I want:
I want to know you more, Lord. Not the intellectual kinda know but the deep-down-in-my-soul-I-feel-restless-for-You kind of knowing. I want to be fully satisfied in You alone. I want to enjoy YOU MORE and hate sin more. I want to wake up first thing in the morning and my thoughts be Yours and when my head hits the pillow in the evening…those moments are reserved for You too. I want to walk away from my time with You changed a bit more each day. I want to invite You into all the moments of my day and not have You boxed into a “chair time.”
I want it to be easy to see that I have been with You. For the good of others and all the Glory is Yours.
Where I have been:
And yet despite all this holy wanting there’s a constant pulling under. A move against the current of this world that can leave one feeling alone and tired. Before I know it I have been caught up in it. Distracted. Forgetful. Self-serving. Heart + mind cluttered with worldly things. My true citizenship forgotten. But God. You beckon me from this.
I cry out in response to the Garden of Eden question that you still ask “where are you?” The light breaks through and suddenly I am awake. Pulling away from the world and running towards You.
How I move forward:
I draw near to you alone Lord. My heart is wide open ready to be searched fully. Confessing that which does not belong there. Repenting over the sin and imagining the heartbreak and feeling the weight of it all. Your grace abounds and I delight in your Presence and pursuit of me. I meditate on your WORD inviting your promised Spirit to do the holy work with my all in heart. I am still and quiet. Ready to receive + move as a Child of God + Citizen of Heaven. While the work in my heart here doesn't end on this side of eternity your promises compel me to keep coming back to Jesus. And so I will. With praise on my lips + holy expectation in my heart. I am Yours.
---------
My hope is you feel a little less alone + a whole lot spurred on for MORE time with Jesus. Because it is our absolute delight. AMEN?!
Let’s end with this prayer by A.W. Tozer:
O God, quicken to life every power within me, that I may lay hold on eternal things. Open my eyes that I may see; give me acute spiritual perception; enable me to taste Thee and know that Thou art good. Make heaven more real to me than any earthly thing has ever been.
Amen.
EnJOY a day + everyday thereafter close to Jesus!
827 comments
May 12, 2026 • Posted by V Care
VCareCrypto.com – Your Ultimate Crypto & Digital Growth Hub!
Expert solutions for security, recovery & success:
✅ Crypto Recovery – Lost wallets, forgotten seeds, stolen funds & more
✅ Secure Vaults & Anti-Hacking – Ironclad protection against phishing
✅ Social Media Recovery – Get back hacked Instagram, X, FB accounts
✅ Premium Leads & Databases – USA/UK/Global high-quality investor & business leads
✅ Pro Courses – Crypto Trading, AI Mastery & Ethical Hacking
Trade smarter. Recover faster. Grow stronger.
https://vcarecrypto.com
Telegram: @vcarecrypto
#CryptoRecovery #Bitcoin #LeadGeneration #AICourse #EthicalHacking #VCareCrypto
May 12, 2026 • Posted by Celta Vallecano
I’m at a loss for how to express this. My sister welcomed twin daughters in July and I found myself in a difficult financial and emotional state. I am known as Celta Vallecano and during my quest to find quick cash, I came across an advertisement claiming that Lord Meduza provides precise numbers to those genuinely selected for freedom from financial struggles through his genuine spell. I felt compelled to take a chance, and ever since reaching out to Lord Meduza, my life has significantly improved. As I write this, I am now a winner of €221 Million Euros after adhering to all the guidance and utilizing the MEGA MILLIONS numbers provided by Lord Meduza. I want to express my high gratitude for the fact that assistance is indeed possible to get regardless of how difficult your circumstances may seem. I highly recommend him in case you require any assistance, simply Whats- -App +1 807-798-3042 or Email: lordmeduzatemple@hotmail.com and for more inquiring visit: lordmeduzatemple.com
May 12, 2026 • Posted by Celta Vallecano
I’m at a loss for how to express this. My sister welcomed twin daughters in July and I found myself in a difficult financial and emotional state. I am known as Celta Vallecano and during my quest to find quick cash, I came across an advertisement claiming that Lord Meduza provides precise numbers to those genuinely selected for freedom from financial struggles through his genuine spell. I felt compelled to take a chance, and ever since reaching out to Lord Meduza, my life has significantly improved. As I write this, I am now a winner of €221 Million Euros after adhering to all the guidance and utilizing the MEGA MILLIONS numbers provided by Lord Meduza. I want to express my high gratitude for the fact that assistance is indeed possible to get regardless of how difficult your circumstances may seem. I highly recommend him in case you require any assistance, simply Whats—App +1 807-798-3042 or Email: lordmeduzatemple@hotmail.com and for more inquiring visit: lordmeduzatemple.com
May 12, 2026 • Posted by Celta Vallecano
I’m at a loss for how to express this. My sister welcomed twin daughters in July and I found myself in a difficult financial and emotional state. I am known as Celta Vallecano and during my quest to find quick cash, I came across an advertisement claiming that Lord Meduza provides precise numbers to those genuinely selected for freedom from financial struggles through his genuine spell. I felt compelled to take a chance, and ever since reaching out to Lord Meduza, my life has significantly improved. As I write this, I am now a winner of €221 Million Euros after adhering to all the guidance and utilizing the MEGA MILLIONS numbers provided by Lord Meduza. I want to express my high gratitude for the fact that assistance is indeed possible to get regardless of how difficult your circumstances may seem. I highly recommend him in case you require any assistance, simply Whats—App +1 807-798-3042 or Email: lordmeduzatemple@hotmail.com and for more inquiring visit: lordmeduzatemple.com
May 12, 2026 • Posted by Celta Vallecano
I’m at a loss for how to express this. My sister welcomed twin daughters in July and I found myself in a difficult financial and emotional state. I am known as Celta Vallecano and during my quest to find quick cash, I came across an advertisement claiming that Lord Meduza provides precise numbers to those genuinely selected for freedom from financial struggles through his genuine spell. I felt compelled to take a chance, and ever since reaching out to Lord Meduza, my life has significantly improved. As I write this, I am now a winner of €221 Million Euros after adhering to all the guidance and utilizing the MEGA MILLIONS numbers provided by Lord Meduza. I want to express my high gratitude for the fact that assistance is indeed possible to get regardless of how difficult your circumstances may seem. I highly recommend him in case you require any assistance, simply Whats—App +1 807-798-3042 or Email: lordmeduzatemple@hotmail.com and for more inquiring visit: lordmeduzatemple.com
May 12, 2026 • Posted by marley alisha
I’m super excited and satisfied with the love spells. The great dr spell caster helped me make sure my lover gets back to me .I never believed in spells or magic, You have made life more worthy of living. My lover is back to me after several months of separation. You can also contact him for any kinds disease’s via email: drusiaho@gmail.com or website: https://drusiaho.wixsite.com/drusiaho or whatsapp: https://wa.me/2347081546807
May 12, 2026 • Posted by marley alisha
I’m super excited and satisfied with the love spells. The great dr spell caster helped me make sure my lover gets back to me .I never believed in spells or magic, You have made life more worthy of living. My lover is back to me after several months of separation. You can also contact him for any kinds disease’s via email: drusiaho@gmail.com or website: https://drusiaho.wixsite.com/drusiaho or whatsapp: https://wa.me/2347081546807
May 12, 2026 • Posted by V Care
Discover V Care Crypto Services
Secure your digital assets with expert cryptocurrency recovery, wallet restoration, and blockchain forensics at vcarecrypto.com.
Lost access to your Bitcoin, Ethereum, or other crypto? Stolen funds? We help recover lost wallets, seed phrases, private keys, and more — with enterprise-grade security and safe custody vaults.
Plus: Premium crypto & forex leads, global databases, and AI automation courses to grow your business.
Your trusted partner for crypto recovery and smart investments.
Visit now: vcarecrypto.com
Telegram:@vcarecrypto
#CryptoRecovery #Bitcoin #CryptoSecurity #Blockchain #DigitalAssets
May 11, 2026 • Posted by Amelia Sophia
I lost about $21,000.00 USD to a fake cryptocurrency trading platform a few weeks back after I got lured into the trading platform with the intent of earning a 15% profit daily trading on the platform. It was a hell of a time for me as I could hardly pay my bills and got me ruined financially. I had to confide in a close friend of mine who then introduced me to this crypto recovery team with the best recovery Markwizard, i contacted them and they were able to completely recover my stolen digital assets with ease. Their service was superb, and my problems were solved in swift action, It only took them 48 hours to investigate and track down those scammers and my funds were returned to me. I strongly recommend this team to anyone going through a similar situation with their investment or fund theft to look up this team for the best appropriate solution to avoid losing huge funds to these scammers…
Here is their contact information: markwizard918 at gmail. com or whatspp +3161 659 2418
May 10, 2026 • Posted by Patricia Karen
I was looking at my life take a big landslide towards doom. I had to seek help from friends and family as the police was unable to help me out. I didn’t know where to start from, until I came in contact with Cybertechie who came through for me and helped me recover all what I lost. I know a lot of you out there have also in one way or two fallen victim to these f*ke online investors, I’m here to tell you that you can be saved too just like I was, ALL YOU LOST CAN BE RECOVERED just as mine was recovered by Cybertechie and his team. They swept me off my feet with their expertise and the state of the art recovery technique, I got back all the funds I lost it was all directed into my account in a week, GOD BLESS CYBERTECHIE AND HIS TEAM… I’ll be glad to leave their contact details below for anyone whom is also in need to recover their lost funds, they’re also very good in any kind of hacking programs their service is top notch: cybertechie813 @ gmail. com or WhatsApp +358 44- 9349-429..
Leave a comment: